Embracing Transformation After Scorpio Season: Healing from Grief and Welcoming Light

Hello Lovely Beings

I'm trying to write today without projection from my own inner world, but I just can't. I'm an empath, I will feel things before they happen. I feel what the collective (you) energies are feeling. I feel and intuit a lot!!

Back in July I started writing a blog with the heading Grief with the oxford definition. At the time my life was hunky dory and I had no such said grief in my life, but my overwhelming feeling was to write about it. So what did I do, I thought don't be a kill joy, no one wants to read about that and promptly deleted it. Lesson No 1 for me this year - trust your intuition even more so!

But in this year of 9 of endings and completions, grief has been imminent for so many, not just myself.

We have also had what I think the heaviest Scorpio energy for way longer than the Suns monthly transit. From Mid September Mars had a two month transit, followed by the Sun, Venus and Mercury Retrograde. As I write this Mercury our planet of mind energy and communication is still in Scorpio retracing its steps by degrees. Today think back to what conversations, thoughts, emails you were having around Late October, then Late November to today to see what has transpired. What you have reviewed or rethought or ended - its a powerful exercise as Mercury in Scorpio demands in depth thinking and the truth. I know myself I have had some serious truthful matters of the heart conversations that have been deeply buried but unable to stay contained any longer - the truth does set you free.

Scorpio season for the last few months may have been intense and rough resulting in deep truths, loss, grief but also alchemical changes within. It may simply be letting a part of yourself go or an inner awareness coming to light that you made changes to - it doesn't always have to do with the large catastrophic things. I have seen so much loss this year within my circles of clients and friends, from loved ones to beloved animals. So many dogs have crossed the rainbow bridge this year, its like a higher power is calling them home.

Grief is a funny thing isn't it - we all pretend we are ok when we are not. Others feel uncomfy when we express our feelings or cry. Some don't even acknowledge it, for either their own discomfort or thinking they will upset you. Others just would rather you be your happy normal self so there is a feeling of guilt and angst if you do feel sad A cherished friend said "grief is a lonely place" when I was chatting with her about it and I couldn't agree more. Life moves so fast but grief doesn't. It has its own timeline with its own set of rules and emotions. We should be encouraged to let these feels move within us at their own pace, be allowed to speak into it without being made to feel like we are taking up too much space. Be that person who asks how they are and do they want to talk. It is not for others to decide when 'enough is enough and get on with it"

Grief can come in all forms- menopausal women leaving parts of themselves behind as they morph into the new, friendships/relationships fading or no longer aligning, unprocessed trauma, loss of anything or anyone, disappointment, but the big one can also be energetic, carried down through the ancestral lines. This often shows up in our bodies around the heart area - breast cancer, cysts, asthma, heart/cardiac problems, back pain between the shoulders, frozen shoulders.

So, to all those who are grieving, loss or parts of yourself, I see you and feel you. Be kind and gentle to yourselves, Create the spaces you need to nurture your tender heart. Say no to energetically draining things and people. The Astrology is very healing at the moment for what is arising in you to seek help, energetically, professionally or spiritually. Every life experience is teaching us something, always.

I truly believe we had to move through this heavy portal to see what needed to shift or be seen within us. Big themes of exclusion, exile, abandonment are astrologically prominent right now so look within your life where you feel these emotions and examine what repetitive patterns are on repeat.

Then simply say

"I no longer wish to hold these energies in my field anymore. I now end all cycles of ......(you can add your own in here).... across all lifetimes past, present and future. I choose peace, light, love and abundance in all areas of my life. I choose true light and love for ( list anyone/thing) and our journey across all lifetimes. I love myself I forgive myself for any deed, agreements, soul contracts, vows that I have placed over others that are not for the highest good. I love them and forgive them for any karmic vows, soul contracts, agreements that no longer serve my highest good It is done It is done It is done I am free I am free I am free"

This is an intention, words are like spells so choose them wisely. I use something along these lines for anyone in my life I am having difficulty with, even my own children, husband and mother line. We all have chosen this journey on earth with all the people we interact with, to learn, to grow, to see, to change, to mend soul karma.

If you're still with me, there is light to come. So so much light for you and humanity. I feel such a change, albeit it will be slow, but the rise of the feminine energy to balance the earth. Souls are waking up, unfurling like the beautiful fern as it opens. Our inner awareness is starting to remember ancient codes and knowledge within us. We are powerful beings with unlimited potential. .There are small signs in your day to day life that your soul is trying to help your mind remember who you are - allow some stillness and some journal time for this to develop. Honoring the feminine energies within and nurturing them instead of the constant striving of the Masculine within us all. We all hold the balance of both masculine and feminine energies.

Sagittarius Season is upon us with the Sun, Mars, Venus and soon Mercury expanding our minds and souls with spiritual downloads, spontaneous ideas, playfulness, trust, joy and optimism. Neptune is stationing to start its journey forward in the last degree of Pisces after a long retrograde igniting our intuition and sub conscious. Your dreams and day dreams will be keys to information, intuition and so much more. I was shown in my dream the other night a new way of energy healing that I have never seen before but I am trusting that this was a piece of information that I am meant to know and use in the future!!

3CI Atlas the cosmic interstellar energetic mass that continues to baffle and amaze scientists is moving closest to the earth on December 19th right before the Summer Solstice - a turning point of the earths seasons. The Sagittarius New Moon right before the Solstice is a powerful time for optimism and expansion of your whole being, what it is you are wanting to call in. Fun fact 3CI Atlas has come from the Constellation of Sagittarius - truth, spiritualism, freedom, enlightenment. The Moon Circle next week is going to be so powerful I can feel it now!! There are some beautiful energies in the next weeks. So yes there is light if you feel like you have been in a dark tunnel.

Hold the highest energies of all that you are seeking. Bring it into your awareness daily and feel it within like its already happened.

Until Next Time

Thank you for reading and drop me a line if this resonates with you. I would love to hear what is moving through you.

Happy New Moon and Solstice for the near future

Kat

Ps I dreamt of this beautifully shaped light and then unknowingly captured it in this pic